Monday, August 11, 2008

an old paper

This is a paper I wrote last year in high school, for no real reason, and probably in Geosystems class. I think it's worth reading.

I would say to you, "So the world just came to be on its own, who's going to belive that?" But you would reply, "You believe that everything was just created by God. What foolishness."

What foolishness indeed. What a fairy tale. What ignorance! What wishful thinking. That's what they say. We don't haveGod to explain things anymore - we have science. Who can name anything science accepts as wrong? Who is anyone compared to the great institution of science?

Science and Evolution- I think people get these two terms mixed up alot. Let me explain. I respect science, but I reject evolution. Evolution is not necessary to science. Science figures out how things work, and gives us innovation and technology. Evolution is speculation- a theory. The theory of evolution has not produced any beneficial innovations or usable concepts.

Evolution is a way for people who don't believe in God to justify their existence. There are only two options: creation or evolution. There is no middle ground. And people will believe what they want to believe. It is rare that a person looks at either side's credentials and decides which one is more feasible.

Science leaves no room for creation. In our universe, all we know are natural things, physical laws and cause and effect. A miracle- something impossible happening- is irrational. We say to ourselves, "If something is impossible, it can't happen." 'Impossible' is always according to the laws of this universe. When a miracle happens that breaks the laws of this universe, then that is irrational because the physical laws can't be broken. But if God created this universe, he could break the physical laws, and do miracles. Science rejects this possibility.

Miracles can't be tested, proven, or reproduced. Likewise, God can not be percepted or proven. Therefore, science is useless when it comes to this.

But then somehow the institute of science accepted the notion that God simply does not exist. And if God does not exist, then he did not create us. So there needed to be an explanation. Also, consequently, all of scientific theory was based on non-creation. Darwin proposed the theory of evolution, which explained the diversity of species, but did not explain the origin of life. (When someone is dying of thirst, they'll drink whatever they get.) People might put aside the origin of life as not a big deal, but it is very important, and also very flawed.

Life was supposed to have "occured" on its own, in unknown circumstances. But scientists have been trying their best for decades to reproduce the formation of a cell out of matter. They give the matter the most ideal conditions and arrangement, but they have never created a cell. Indeed, nobody has ever created something alive out of something that's dead. People try to make it happen, and it doesn't happen. And it's supposed to have happened by chance... and by heat and by quantity and volume and by millions and billions of years.

This is, I must admit, obsurd in the highest degree.

A stark evolutionist thinks that a Christian creationist is dim-witted, at the least, and ignorant in the face of scientific theory. A creationist should realize that an evolutionist is just misled by what they've heard or what they want to believe. (misled and possibly ignorant) But a good Christian will not litter their speech with the term 'ignorant,' because it is a sort of insult, and that only breeds separation and dissention.

People always demand proof. I hear some people on YouTube saying, "If you think there's a God, then prove it!" Well, there is no proof. I think to myself, why would I prove it to you, in the state you're in? What good would it do for a person, to have proof? What, would they be forced to believe it then? And love and serve God? To Jesus, the Pharisees demanded a sign from Him. He said, "A wicked and adulterous generation seeks after a sign, and no sign shall be given to it exept the sign of the prophet Jonah" -Matthew 16:4

Jonah spent three days in the belly of a whale. Likewise, Jesus was crucified and was dead for three days, but then God raised him from the dead. Witnesses confirmed this, preached about it, and suffered for it. 1 Corinthians 1:23 - "We preach Christ crucified, to the Jews a stumbling block, and to the Greeks foolishness."

People don't rise from the dead. That's impossible. That can't happen. But it did happen. What are you going to do about Jesus Christ?

Monday, July 14, 2008

An old poem

I wrote this poem a couple years ago, when i didin't know what my life was about. I was bothered by who i was, and i didn't know where i was going. anyways, here it is:

Not right now, Life, Not right now.
Not right now, Friends, I'll get back at you later
Not right now, Girls, It's just not right
Maybe another day, Maybe a month away,
Maybe then I can do this, but not right now

Take me away, shut me off, sedate me
Brain, close your eyes, please don't remember this day
Don't look at yourself, don't look at the wound
just let it heal.
Hide the wound, from everyone except yourself

This was how i felt about myself. When i looked deep down into myself, I saw how broken I was. and I was just trying to get by.

By all that was before I realized that i could have hope for my life. I realized that God loved me so much that he sent Jesus Christ, his son, to suffer and die for everything bad I have done. (and if i believe in him i would have everlasting life with God in heaven). But also, Jesus died so that those who live might no longer live for themselves, but for him who died and was raised again. That was the hope for my life- that i could live for Jesus Christ- for God, who was the only one who truly knew me (even better than i know myself), and he loves me, no matter what I do. He has his plan for me, and if i trust in God, i will never fail.

'For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart.'

Now I have hope

Today, friends, today i am stable
loved, and tomorrow i will be too
I have found the one who will never leave me
yet He has been there all along

I once walked in shadows
swallowing my grief
now i have life, i have light
from the one who gave his life for me

cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

My Mornings

I'm a senior right now, right about to finish High School, and senioritis has hit me pretty hard over the past couple months. I found that, if I don't get to bed before 11:00, I don't get up for school the next morning. I don't like it. So that's been something that I've had to deal with.

In the mornings, I wake up to my buzzer around 6. The radio alarm stopped working for me a while back. I've just recently discovered the snooze button.. ten more minutes of sleep and dreams.

This morning I hit it once, and the second time, I was going to hit it again and just be late, but I realized that I had an exam today. It's weird, I always made the excuse that my grogginess makes me miss school, but now I know that I can be rational. I guess I weigh the options in the morning:
  • How sleepy I am
  • How cold it is out of the bed
  • Whether I have anything important that day
  • How my dad will react to me sleeping in
On that last point - my Dad is pretty chill when it comes to letting me sleep in. I like it, but at the same time I dislike it. If my dad were stricter and reacted more harshly to my sleeping in, then I wouldn't make a habit of it.

Points:
  1. Senioritis is real. It's a subtle thing that just happens
  2. Anger can discourage bad or lazy behavior
  3. Schools should not start before 8am

Monday, June 2, 2008

Why Skills?

What kind of skills do you have, Matthias?
..nobody really asks me this question, but I do have some skills. I know I do; I just can't think of any right now.

..And I have to go..
the first day of the last week of school

Sunday, June 1, 2008

No.1

So this is my first post...

I'll just see how this thing works. I'm big on youtube but sometimes I just want to write. I think there's a lot that will come pouring out of this mind, however jumbled it might be.


I'm listening to this one song, i love it:
My savior loves,
my savior lives,
my savior's always there for me.

My God he was,
my God he is,
my God is always gonna be.




me and my whip...